Life Note

I will start first with my current update throughout month of August until November 2021.  August, by mid of the month I had submitted my final year project titled " The Integrity of JAKIM in Conducting Halal Viral Issues", and undergone Viva presentation. It went smooth with minor correction, just to correct some wording.  September 10,  my final semester result came out and I got 3.67, with the cumulative grade points average of 3.80, which means I got Vice Chancellor Award huhu, and first class degree. Alhamdulillah. October, worked for a week at RASA, roti john's staff. and  would say the darkest moment of my life, got depressed so bad and emotionally unstable with the 'stupidest action' that I did. and to the point of suicidal thought :) , glad I persevered with my support circle (family and friends), coalesce and syuwanas . remembered too about my call with shuk on which I confided to him regarding my stress problem, and health matters. He told me to hang on

 Hi,  So I am going to share my current life from May until end of July 2021. Internship at JAKIM was so sendu/ dull Di sebabkan pkpb start may ritu di selangor, di tambah dengan kes positif with one officer, masa rotation di seksyen audit tu sangat lah hambar. datang clock in and balik clock out jer, that's it. xde wat pe... 1 jun start pkp so wfh. so lagilah takde wat apa2. busy wat tesis je. now dah siap tesis. tinggal nak transcribe interview ritu. but sumpah lahh malas gile. benda nak masuk lampiran je punnnnnn . Our family got covid because of ME  This one I felt really guilty towards them. Sebab hari last kt office tu terkena. Tapi malashnya kita mmg jaga SOP kan.. entah lah  Apa2pun, pengalaman satu family kena covid. Ayah paling teruk sbb ada kencing manis. Much worse than us. Now sume fully recovered alhamdulillah. SINOVAC vaccine at Movenpick Hotel, KLIA got my first dose of vaccine on 11th of july, ahad. effect xde mana pun. okay je hujung july ni kan kes yg

Less talk, more photos. JAKIM'S internship started from 1/3/21-18/6/21  It has been a month. I am quite used to this lifestyle. Nice! Love it. 

Funny when i looked back at 2017, when i thought my life wold crumble apart but here i am now, three years later. Stronger but still in the same irony(working on it though) Bila dah lama sangat tak kemaskini blog ni, aku rasa rindu. Rindu betul tengok post kurang matang dahulu, yang menjadikan diri aku begitu polos. Tak tahu payahnya dunia sekarang, and now that i know, there are still so many to discover.  1 mac 2021-18 jun 2021 tahun depan aku praktikal. Cadang kat jakim je. Btw, im tired of this committee's work. Aku selalu terpikir kenapa lah aku sertai benda ni and at the end aku menyesal. Aku ni jenis pemalas sebenarnya. Kalau tak keluar rumah setahun pun aku rasa aku tak ada masalah. In the premise of sufficient food supplies lol. Aku taktau sebenarnya tujuan aku. I really don't plan to get married. Aku nak fokus kerjaya, stable kan hidup aku. Travel ke apa. Kita tengoklah macam mana. Kenapa tetiba aku rasa susah jadi seorang anas berumur 24 ni. Adulthood is

Hi everyone. Long time no see I just recovered from a fever.  Truly made me realize the true worth of our health.  This semester,  is my 4th semester in UiTM Shah Alam. Things have been busy as always. But one thing i notice is tht i no longer hv control of my time.  It has been stolen. I hated that i join 'company' , only to get myself more work,  i am as usual not a person tht fond of doing things tht i find it annoying. Urgh. Commitment is responsibility.  I am aware of it. Btw, i am right now is annoyed by someone, V.

Hey ya. Semester 3 is coming. So yeah, actually i had planned to make a post about the past semester exam and even prepared photos of it, but i guess im just too lazy to type, like soo lazy.. Or maybe i just dpnt felt like to... And btw my result for semester has came out and I got 4 flat, and my CGPA is 3.89, yeeahooo.. I feel stressed and pressured when you think about the result. It gave you no room to slack off, like i need to work hard to maintain and improve it. Argh Im excited but anxious at the same time. Do pray for me. This semester I think I got to live in perindu, i guess? It is not confirmed yet but there was someone messaged me saying tht they wanted to make me as rakau surau, which meant tht my name will be reserved for the college. Now, my problem is tht aidil-my renthouse aka housemate,roomate and classmate, didnt know about this, and it would felt awkward if i were to leave him in the rent house kondo kristal, where we were not even close to any other housmates...